Noorus

I was young

I was scared

I was so high I didn't care

Mind was loose

Mind was dead

Mind was jaded like quarter-fed

I was a boy

I was whore

I would take in anything you'd give

Only cared

About myself

Fuck you and your ego

Get out of my brain..

It was a war

It was obscene

It was the worst that I had been

It was a bag of chocolate coins

It wasn't water

It wasn't free

It was the worst that I had been

It was the death of some kind of scene