The Venom Inside

The venom inside.

Turned me into the enemy

Turned into what I hate

My apathy got the best of me

Blood boiled and lost my way

I never thought I'd be the one to blame

Have to live with constant shame

Everything that I put inside

Just to feel numb

I tried to escape

push it away

tried to hide

The venom inside

This was nothing but moral abuse

Guess I just needed something new

What could I gain from solitude?

Or acting like a fool?

I tried to escape

push it away

tried to hide

The venom inside

I tried to escape

push it away

tried to hide

The venom inside

Disconnected, Apathetic

It's so pathetic to be this frantic

I needed help! I needed help!

Like methadone for an addict

I tried to escape

push it away

tried to hide

The venom inside