Stillborn Soul

I'm sitting in my room, I am alone

It's so dark and cold

I think that I've lost my mind

Depression is creeping over my soul

All that I had; I have lost; All my own fault

Every new day, I hope that I will survive

To stand up and to fight for a new'n better life

Don't want to live in my own damn past

Because it's a new day 'n' game

It's a new fucking start

Now a spark of hope lights up my injured mind

The hope that I need for my stillborn soul

Now I only need a piece of good fortune

Positive and fine with a happy smile on my face

But when I'm standing, I'm feel fine

I get the next heavy push

Cause everything will break my mind

I think I'm a loser, that's right

Drunken n'rotten, to die somewhere in a dark backwater

Every new day I hope to survive

To find a better way, to be a man in life

My luck is waiting round the next corner

Just need to find myself and my new mind

Now a spark of hope lights up my injured mind

The hope that I need for my stillborn soul

Now I only need a piece of good fortune

Positive and fine with a happy smile on my face