My Frustration

Where was I when god had shown

how to make a happy home

Lie in bed and sleep don't come

have some peace then give me some

and I know the reason why you hold me down

I won't let this fear of loss make me drown

In my bed I lie alone

scrape together bone to bone

and I can't seem to seem to find my way

I can't seem to find the break of day

I'll stay just a step away

Where was I when god had shown

how to make a happy home

and I have become my worst enemy

I will survive this instability

In my bed I lie alone

scrape together bone to bone

again I have become my worst enemy

I will survive this instability

I need to breathe the breath of life

you constantly drain my life

why can't you see the breath in me

I constantly need your need

my butterfy don't fly away

If I could just take this simple breath of life from me

you couldn't take it motherfucker eternity

if I could take this breath of life and come inside of me

you wouldn't take it, I need to breathe

As I creep the monkey's back

now she's gone and oh he's back

and I know the reason why you hold me down

I won't let this fear of loss make me drown

I will stay, I'll stay

I will stay, I'll stay