First Time

So what's wrong with me, I can't sleep

Pull these bedsheets over me and let me be

With broken hearts and black and blues

I' m shivering because I wondered what you'd think

If I didn't break and made a change for you

It feels like

The first time

That I am standing on my own,

And I'm not wasted tonight, not wasted tonight

It takes a part of me, can't you see?

I'm pushing through your tidal waves, so I can breathe

With no regrets, so bittersweet

I'm holding on because I waited for your call

If you care at all, I will wait for you

Tonight I throw myself into, this blanket of relief

Where I can get release, but you can't understand

What's happening to me, and these songbirds in between

Sing anthems out to you