Lost in My Infinite Memory

Hi, how are you these days?

Everything seems sort of crazed

And I feel so lazy, I could cry

I feel like I could lay down and die

And I feel like my life is already gone

And it seems so hard just to get it on

Though I think I'll try just for fun

Though I fail

I love you all but I hate myself

And there doesn't seem to be anyone who can help

And everything has turned out bad

I'm so sad

Why do you think I'll never give up?

Drinking from my broken cup

Although I'll never get enough

I'll never fall in love again

It's a sin, I just can't win

It's like we were both stupid fools

And hatred and horror ruled our worn out brains

It's the same old songs of pain

Gone public domain

And it seems as if the road just goes on and on

And I'm gonna write a letter to my friend

Ron and my dad is outside mowing the lawn

Till the dawn