Torture

Remember one time, dawg

This fiend owed the boss

Put Peanut Butter on her pussy

Let his pits lick it off

Back when I was living on Flanders

Seen another dope fiend beat another with a hammer

Remember at the park, seen a nigga at a payphone.

Got rocked in his dome

Momma picked me up and ran home

Was like fucking seven years old

When I first seen a fiend try to light a rock off the stove

Damn near burned his top lip off

So my mind ticked off

Desensitized to a lotta things

Mind would drift off

Wish it was what I seen on tv

I snapped outta that

Unc beating on my auntie.

Gunshots outside

Was sorta like fireworks

We know they gained fireworks

It's december 21'st

Cold winter with a kerosene heater

On the couch so cold, can't take off your sneakers

And it's torture

Look in my mind and see the horrors

All the shit that I've seen

Nigga, it's torture

Look in my mind and see the horrors

All the shit that I've seen

Nigga, it's torture

Look in my mind and see the horrorss

All the shit that I've seen

I feel like a prisoner of war

Reacting sporadically to what the mind absorb

Probably need a shrink

Can't get a wink

So I smoke a lot of kush and pop a Xanax to sleep

Close my eyes, look up, fiend said 1 for 8

Can tell that I scared him by the look on my face

Reached in my pocket served him nervous as a surgeon

Can't believe where I'm at 'pose be writin' verses

Heard a knock at the do'

'Nother fiend wanted fo'

Gave him what he came for

Told him go to the sto'

Lemme get a box a box of Swishers, Faygo Cola

Gave his ass another stone now guess what it's over

He ain't come back

Before I could look back

I heard the wood on the door crack

And they yelling police

With this work up in my jeans man this a bad dream