Four Sticks

In your sleep you seem worried

You said lots of different stories

I will keep, I'll keep them safe

You'll be angry when you wake up

Cause I've been recording you all morning

I will laugh it's my little paradise

When I cried on our second date

Felt embarrassed, scared you would regret

But you smiled and said it's ok

I'm not worried about the future

I know exactly what kind of furniture

We will have in our own kitchen

Well I'm not leaving till you see

That I have changed the way we need

Don't make me fell down on my knees

You have to realize I'm here

With my father and the rest

We will deal when the time comes

I'm strong cause I know you are always close

My mom, my brother, my love

The triangle that stays unmoored

Though earthquakes will strike I'm sure

Well I'm not leaving till you see

That I have changed the way we need

Don't make me fell down on my knees

You have to realize I'm here

you've never been so kind yeah it's been ages

we seem to focus on the different pages

remember when we met we both seemed worried

we wondered if we'd share the trojectory

to be honest I've never been so kind too

I'd go around the block and kiss some random dudes

I never thought you'd actually fucking measure

the number of guys that I have pleasured

since the day you infiltrate my dreams

I never win so I'm not gonna win it

I think we were forsoken a long time ago

the only thing worth fighting for is really gone

when everyone is sleeping I will go somewhere

to see if anyone would notice I was there

but really I don't care about to be fair

I guess I'm just a pretty messed up teenager

cause I just wanted to be left alone and

I never wanted to be loved and trusted

too scared of hurting others all around me

but now I'm left alone, and that's ok yeah

ok, yeah.