Killing Myself Again

Every page of my suicide script

They all have a cross to bear

Like a hammer to the teeth

Answer my misguided prayer

Watch it kill you, watch it kill me

My hypocrisy is so sincere

Each dose of delusion

Becomes a feeding frenzy

Carving this message into my skin

Haunting me

This isn't the way I want to live

It's killing me

It's killing me

Carving this message into my skin

With not one shit left to give

I don't know if I'm gonna be

It's killing me

It's killing me to live

Killing myself again

Killing myself again

Killing myself again

I'm killing myself to live

Killing myself again

Killing myself again

Killing myself again

I kill myself to live

Carving this message into my skin

Haunting me

This isn't the way I want to live

It's killing me

It's killing me

Carving this message into my skin

With not one shit left to give

I don't know if I'm gonna be

It's killing me

It's killing me to live

Killing myself again

Killing myself to live

Killing myself again

Killing myself to live

I'm killing

I'm killing

I'm killing

I'm killing myself to live

Carving this message into my skin

Haunting me

This isn't the way I want to live

It's killing me

It's killing me

Carving this message into my skin

With not one shit left to give

I don't know if I'm gonna be

It's killing me

It's killing me to live