Still Alive

Scraps of memories

Scanty movie of life

Faceless faces around

Teasing cruel destiny

Ecstatic nightmares

I forgot how to fly

Violent visions awake

The past is fighting my mind

I close my eyes, I hope for the last time

I don't find the way, escape without pain

Against the wild wind I ran

I took away, what life could give

Tasted poison day by day

Facing fate and losing sense

I'm so alone, I'm defendant in this case

Waited so long, for my sentence

I wait, still alive

'til the end of my story

Bury the brain

Good feelings are fading away

The end is too far

The minutes are too long

Breathing so hard

The reel won't roll over yet

Parties fogbound

Nights and days in delight

Erotic chaos in dust

No regrets, just the dark

I close my eyes...

Tables turned by the time

Bad spirits moved to my head

Body consumed by death

But pain will keep me alive