Smile

you told me to kill things I can't stand living here all around me

I cannot survive when you start to criticize things about me

i never used to carry a gun to help me make my way

but you're working hard on trying

to change my mind and what i say

I won't fight but I'm not a wimp

piss off is the thing I thing

but you don't see because you're blind

to the things in my mind that's

why you're just going to make me smile

I apologize one thousand times

when I failed to do what you like

am I really ten seconds too late

in reading a wish in your eye?

have you ever seen me beating up

another man and breaking his bones?

no? now tell me why are you afraid

to turn around when you're all alone

rivulets of blood streaming down

your cheeks in a travesty of tears

this is what you expected to feel

but this is not my style my dear

without moving my fingers at

all I'll make you say yes and nod

with rivulets of tears streaming down

your cheeks in a travesty of blood

cancer is ugly but so am I

when I take a grip on your brain

I will not act the way you told me

I won't kill you, just drive you insane

a more beautiful way to punish

a man and make him weep loud like a child

just stay calmed down and look

into his eyes and give him that fucking smile