Crusader

Hate; the only thing that moved inside of you

A blind crusade that we all knew would fall apart

You do not think; you only resist

You're losing the ones that once stood by your side

You're losing your friends

You're losing your trust

You're losing the ones who ever cared for you

I will not forget the past

because it hurt; it made me stronger

You will just avoid the truth

before you know it all will collapse

You take control

No thought; chasing a war

Can't say we all played a part in this

You have yourself

You don't take in a thing we say

believing that we're all fine

The truth is that you're losing ground

Because the higher you climb the further you fall

And I'll be able to see a fountain of my memories unfold

You said you won't, but I don't believe

And I will not go until we search through our own souls

Open the door to yourself, to us all

If we hold the weight of all our mistakes

we'd hide inside ourselves and be alone

You did it before

And we've borrowed time that's fallen from the outer sides of our thoughts

And we've burnt all our ties

With your life ablaze you won't concede

A product of the same decay of your world

But you've never tried to see

And I'll be able to see a fountain of my memories unfold

You said you won't, but I don't believe

While all the time that you've spent on all the bad times that you have lived

But I hope you'll see; believe this was for the best.