By My Own Hand

I’ve got to pick up the pieces by myself to reconcile

Inner peace to seek, in my final hours

In declination I’ve built these towering walls around

me

It’s too late now, no turning back from the course

that’s been set

My life is falling apart

And I tried, I fought with fortitude

The time has come to break free

All by my own hand

I can’t decide, what’s really right and what is wrong

Can’t see clearly, distracted by affliction

Seeking shelter behind a shield of eternal rest

Never again, no rules to follow, this is about free

will

My life is falling apart

And I tried, I fought with fortitude

The time has come to break free

All by my own hand

Nothing in my way

Reaching for higher ground

Oblivion of being

There’s a time for everyone

I’m gone too far, beyond redemption

And all is well that ends well

I’ve got to pick up the pieces by myself to reconcile

Inner peace to seek, in my final hours

In declination I’ve built these towering walls around

me

It’s too late now, no turning back from the course

that’s been set

Nothing in my way

Reaching for higher ground

Oblivion of being

There’s a time for everyone

All by my own hand