In Dreaming

I still dream of you

My heart beats unreason

I still see you

My veins injecting poison

Softly misting

I remember

The words were spoken

As soft rains came down

Barely feeling

All is done now

The lies were woven

And the truth is setting in

Calling back to god's forgotten

Going back to lovers broken

I am proud in blossom hatred

You are dead, no longer sacred

Turned back to bleeding

The sword's still stabbing

Again now grieving

Behind a smile on my face

Although I'm screaming

My insides paralyzed

My heart's still beating

With your ghost in its place

All the days go by so lonely

I cry for you

The sun is glaring

The sweat is beading

My eyes are staring

Into visions of the past

Why were we so cruel

Why were we so afraid

When only fear ruled

And now fear stands alone at last

I still desire you

Although I stand in unreason

I still dream of you

Of love no longer poisoned