Not Me

If I could only turn back time

To the days when you were mine

I'd wrap you up with these two arms

And never let you go

I'd say the things I didn't say

The words that might have made you stay

I'd build my world around you, not me

I was always somewhere else

Thinkin' only of myself

Livin' just to chase a dream

A dream that was a doubt

I should've seen the warnin' signs

I never paid 'em any mind

Everybody saw it comin', not me

I kept reachin' for the stars and shootin' for the moon

When all along I had them in my hand

Little did I know how fast my world could slip away

It took losin' you for me to understand

That all you ever wanted was

Just to be a step above

All the things that stood between

The love we should have had

I can't say that I blame you now

For holdin' on to what you've found

I guess I'm why you're with him now

I guess I'm why you're with him, not me