A Matter Of Time Transforming

Make my day and set me free

Free from all the empathy

Learn to live and learn to win

Seek the challenge and begin from within and

When the conscience’s overcome

Careless of the other ones

Learn to live and learn to prey

Victories will make my day, make my day

To rise above the others

Got no fear, I count on me

Live off my own theory

Ignorance and rage’s my drive

Confidence will make my day, make my day

Try to discover

Where this all will lead

Try to pretend I’m on my own

What is mine?

What is honest?

Will I really be the next in line?

What has been a lie before

And I used to ignore

Now I’m ready to requestion it

What is life’s last reward

What is worth living for?

All that I have ever expected

All that I have ever desired

Wealth and wisdom, courage and beauty

Youth and brightness, tranquillity

Change is insecure, change is all unsure

There are always some pieces missing

There is always more to achieve

Power, strength and constant reliance

Happiness and richness with joy

How to reach the goal

And to keep them all

I prepared my fall

And I have tried

To pray to angels

And every time I looked

For change within

But there was that useless answer

For my discontented self:

“You cannot enforce it

But when the time is right

The change will come and suddenly

You let go and embrace your human flaws

And receive unfolding gifts”

Disappointment brings new drive

Old ambitions still alive

Keep on living for the win

Seek the challenge and begin from within, still

Rush about with company

Run away from memory,

Still I live and still I prey

Victories will make my day, make my day

Try to discover

Where this all will lead

Try to pretend I’m on my own

This is what I have become

To hate and recklessness I have succumb

This is how the conscience’s overcome

My trail has just begun

A strange disaster closed the door

Something reached me I was told before

Here at last there’s just a dead-end waiting

I feel transformed inside

A violet flame forever

Has touched my inner self-insight

I can let go, embrace my flaw

And now receive my gifts

A violet flame forever

Has touched my inner self-insight

I will let go, embrace my flaw

And now receive unfolding gifts

And I realized my faults

And I have embraced all my flaws

That have held me down

But now I have grown

A self-insight

A matter of time transforming