Not Once Not Ever

Hello my dear friend

Your reputation quite true

These are thoughts I've held on

And saved inside for you

I remember

Couldn't trust you once, not ever

Maybe it's been two years

It could be three

You know it's hard to recall

I was younger I thought it was me

Maybe you were someone else then too

I remember

Couldn't trust you once, not ever

It's the same old thing

You know I said it from the start

That living together is something you do

Married is something you are

Now

I remember

Couldn't trust you once, not ever

And even after all this

I writing to you now

To be reminded of it all

Darling can you hear me

Do you understand

Our best decisions so often were unplanned

I remember

Couldn't trust you once, not ever

Not ever

Not ever

Not ever