I Wouldn't Mind

I wouldn't mind

if every day

was like the day

I had just yesterday

you and I

hanging on every kiss

on all of this

I wouldn't mind

if all of my nights

were like the nights

you held me so tight

your lips so close, so close

on the back of my neck

little sounds, little breaths

but these times

just won't stand still,

they slip away

and haunt me until

the next time

you take me

take me in again

and let me begin

I wouldn't mind

if all my big plans

fell apart

left me empty-handed

I'd start again, like new

if you're with me, how can I lose?

but these thoughts

are only just that

nice thoughts

and nothing like facts

and the facts as they are

are harder to take

cuz there's a part of me

that's ready to break

I'm afraid

yes I am afraid

that you will go

that you'll go away

and you'll leave

and I'll be ok

but I won't find

that I won't mind,

in time

I wouldn't mind

if things weren't as they are

I wouldn't care

if it weren't for my heart

that's why

still, I try

to give you every reason