Struggle Inside

I've been building walls around me

Through which you'll never see

What hides inside this lonely man

Who was born to live for eternity.

I've been wearing a mask to hide

All my feelings fighting inside.

I never let anyone too close

Cause I feared the pain would be gross.

I've had enough, I want to change

Even if it sounds too strange

I want to get out this rusty cage.

You cannot change till "I" say so.

But I will never let you go.

This fearful voice rulesover me.

Now through the walls I cannot see.

I am a slave to the Evil's will

But I think I've already paid my bill.

I'll pull up now and be strong

I know all my life I have been wrong.

It is high time to get things straight

I have no more time to wait.

Life has been a desperate struggle.

The difference from Hell would be subtle.

Concealing what you should show

Makes the sorrow inside you grow.

Brick by brick I'll pull down the walls

And I don't care if the Evil's calls.

Brick by brick I'm getting stronger

I'm no one's slave any longer.