Leaning With Intent To Fall

Another friend found dead in the street

A painful death of self-defeat

The reaper killed by the seeds that were sown

Another mother destined to be alone

See the world through sunken eyes

Infected soul, infected brain

Feel your flesh turn stone cold

And endless downward spiral of misery and pain is what remains

You used to do that shit for fun

A steady march of slow death

With no intention of turning back

Feel the pleasure, you taste the pain

Getting high just to get sick again

You don't seem to be having much fun

Wake up, wake up from this lucid dream

Nightmares, nightmares are what the future brings

See your spirit fly with the angels

Fall from the heavens

Fall through your fingers

You say you're hurting? I'm hurting too

Am I to love you? I hate the things you do

You say it's over. you say you're sober

You're fucking clean

And then you fucking O.D.?

So you chose to take your life away

Suicide is an easier way

See the world through sunken eyes

We tried to change the path you were on

Feel your flesh turn stone cold

A night alone. a spoon, a needle needle in the arm, and now you're gone.

Can you climb out of this hole that you've dug?

I wish I could help you but I can't

Watching through my eyes is misery

Dying in your eyes, that's all I see

See your shadow fall from heavens

Fall through your fingers

Fade into nothing