Lowdown

Apathy this life is plain boredom

No will to live and I couldn't care the fuck less

It raped all my dreams and distorted my visions

Replaced my joy with sorrow

I'm drained on emotions no longer inspired

This life has no tomorrow

The confusion, what really happened inside my head

No solution, sometimes I wonder if we're all dead

Break me down just reap what I have sown

One last try before the final dawn

I reach down inside I take hold of myself

To leave this private hell

And when everything fails I seek trust in denial

Cause life had taught me well

Still confusion, what really happened inside my head

No solution, sometimes I wonder if we're all dead

Dehumanized, Broken

More dead than alive, I let go of this world

Fucked up inside cause the cuts are to deep

Deprived of my life I'm a negative creep

Depression had conquered the resistance inside

The pain is unreal yet I'm faking a smile

Still confusion, what really happened inside my head

No solution, sometimes I wonder if we're all dead

Dehumanized, Broken

More dead than alive, I let go of this world

Worn down - dehumanized - no more strength - broken

Unreal - more dead than alive - now - I let go of this world