I Don't Know How To Love Him

I Don't Know How To Love Him

I don't know how to love him

What to do how to move him

I've been changed yes really changed

In these past few days

When I've seen myself

I seem like someone else

I don't know how to take this

I don't see why he moves me

He's a man

He's just a man

And I've had so many men before

In very many ways, he's just one more

Should I bring him down?

Should I scream and shout?

Should I speak of love

Let my feelings out?

I never thought it would come to this

What's it all about?

Don't you think it's rather funny

I should be in this position?

I'm the one who's always been

So calm so cool no lovers fool

Running every show

He scares me so

Yet if he said he loved me

I'd be lost I'd be frightened

I couldn't cope just couldn't cope

I'd turn my head

I'd back away

I wouldn't want to know

He scares me so

I want him so

I love him so