Returning the Smile You Have Had from the Start

You wanted to know us

If it was for the pain that its caused us

For the lies, such a white lie

Don't know what it was to deserve this

As simple as I can

I'll tell you the difference

Between a pencil and a pen

And where it will leave us

Now as your body lets you die

And I sit here still alive

In my memory I wrote you down in ink

I never wanted to erase your story

Even with the tragedy it brings

The fluid in your lungs

That tells you you're losing

Stop breathing

the medicine that comes

Will fix you, will help you

But takes you from conscious to sleep

Place my hands to face and weep

In my memory I wrote you down in ink

I never wanted to erase your story

even with the tragedy it brings

Smiling, beautiful

Something torn from my hands

I'm not ready for you to die

[screaming]

This day will end

With the lies complete

My closest friend

Here in front of me

[screaming]

You wanted to know us

If it was for the pain that its caused us

For the lies, such a poor thing

Don't know what it was to deserve this