A Gift A Curse

What I've done,

What I've seen.

The lives I've touched, what does it mean?

Losing track of everything.

I gave it all,

But what did I gain?

And I don't care what waits for me on the other side of life's release.

'Cause when I close my eyes your face is all I see,

So even if I die I'll never rest in peace.

I was desperate just to shine.

Now I struggle constantly to survive.

I have nothing to prove to you.

What I've done,

What I've seen.

The lives I've touched, what does it mean?

Losing track of everything.

I gave it all,

But what did I gain?

And I don't care what waits for me on the other side of life's release.

'Cause when I close my eyes your face is all I see,

So even if I die I'll never rest in peace.

And I've tried so many times to show that what I feel is real.

No, this is not a joke.

But you keep pushing me,

Yeah, you keep pushing me

And now you've gone too far.

And there's no turning back.

And now I hope you choke and fucking burn in hell.

Burn.

Nothing changes.

All I know is that

I'm alone in this.

Silently I wait hoping you'd come back for me.

All I know is that

I'm alone in this.

Silently I wait hoping you'd come back for me.

Seems like I'll be

Waiting 'till the end.

Knowing that I can't speak to you again.

Truth is you were never there.

I don't need your empty words or bullshit sympathy.

So here's a gift for all those years of mocking me.

Now I wish all this evil upon you.

You deserve to feel what I'm going through.

Now I wish this evil upon you.

You deserve to feel what I'm going through.