Such Great Depths

All along

Guardian you don't exist lack of faith is "in" again.

Fall alone is setting in.

She stayed cold

And left me dead

Now it's driven in me head

That everything must end,

That every book must close.

But nobody forgets

All forced sensations,

You know just won't last.

A fow relations,

All seem to grow crass;

Uninspired and far away

From who I need to be.

All so disappointing.

Hear with nothing

I will leave, the same.

This path I'm on

Disrupts all function.

No discern no hope for calm.

Inner dysfunction.

I've never felt so alone,

Never felt so disconnected

From someone yet

Helping in their the all

Struggling to feel the things

That just cannot be forced.

Desperation takes it's toll.

Surrenders to them all.

Start again so far from here,

Knowing the truth, that all along

You were just holding me down,

Pulling me down, keeping me down.