Aberration

Staring as I prepare to leave this mortal coil

To pass through these portals

To the gateway of experience

I release, into this sense of falling

Hallucinations flood my eyes

Thoughts, memories pouring through

Racing unchartered (sic) vessels,

Evolving through this twisted, psychotropic journey

Drifting within waves of consciousness

Momentum gathers swiftly

Pulsing, gathering intensity

Deeper still,

Nausea rising from the depths,

Bent double with psychosis,

As vomit and blood spew forth

Time and space distort as the earth pulls me down,

Into a place I have never perceived

Clawing for reason,

Imprisoned within my own delusions

Pouring frantic visions into my eyes

Between drowning and burning alive,

Forcing each breath,

Through thoughts that endanger the being

Lost within the throes of madness,

Anxiety tearing the foundations of my mind

Drifting through the otherworld,

Slowly it subsides

Conscious returns, shaken, disinterred