I Suck (Blood)

I'd rather beg your forgiveness

Than solicit permission.

I'd rather know that it broke your heart

Than doubt that it will

Every time we divide

We put zeros under the line

And we publish it as our proof

That nothingness is divine.

I can't find a way to grind your heart to a halt.

It was probably just the wind.

I don't ruin you like I did.

I would rather be a jealous man

Than an off duty cop.

I tried to be a babe-in-arms,

Not a bull in a china shop.

A sheep in wolf's clothes, I'm a hangman without a rope.

Who am I trying to kid?

I don't ruin you like I did.

When you live your life being scared to death

Then you might as well be wounded.

If you spend your nights being short of breath

Then I'll keep these shadows moving.

If only you could see me now,

If only you could see me now.

I'll take what I an get even if it's restraining.

Orders.

Hold your fire.

What do you take me for?

What do you take me for?!

Did you think I could garner attention with tact?

What do you take me for?

What am I trying to prove?

What have I done to you?

Feft at the altar and asked for a bed,

What did I expect you to do?

Give me an audience.

Black, loveless eyes.

I have hundreds of costumes but not one disguise.

(Who am I trying to kid? I don't ruin you like I did)

Places everyone. Fangs out.

I'd rather beg your forgiveness

Than solicit permission.

I'd rather know that it broke your heart

Than doubt doubt that it will.

I would rather be a jealous man

Than an off duty cop.

I tried to be a babe-in-arms,

Not a bull in a china shop.

I will see you in the dark - a castrated stranger with candy hearts