Post Boredom

I did a terrible thing

And somebody should do something about it

I'm haunted by an eternal return

I never should have allowed it

I broke my own heart

I'm trying to forgive myself

But if it gets too close I gotta kill it

I'm gonna need your help

My annihilation, my annihilation, my annihilation

My annihilation kicked off post boredom

I don't want be a better liar

I don't want to make you think

That what you get is what you see just because you want it

All this muddy water ain't deep

I broke my own heart I'm trying to convince myself

That I can suffer if I want, motherfucker

Just put me back on your shelf

My annihilation, my annihilation, my annihilation

My annihilation started before I did

My annihilation, my annihilation, my annihilation

My annihilation ended before we did

I gave you nothing

You want more?

You'll get more nothing

Come on and give a big man a little thrill

Come on and give a sick man his poison pill

I don't want no harm

I've done it all wrong for so long it feels okay

From up here the parties and funerals, they look the same

When every morning after is the same day

Every morning after is the same day

I want one more last chance, last chance

Make me another mistake

All I can take is everything that I have given away

I walked in with one foot out the door

You knew that I was not gonna stay

I broke my own heart

I'm trying to forgive myself

I don't give a goddamn about the magic

Just put me under your spell

My annihilation, my annihilation, my annihilation

My annihilation kicked off post boredom

I gave you nothing

You want more?

You'll get more