Dig Deep

Woe is me

I dig deep

I'll never let myself be happy

It's all just doomed from the start

I truly want stability

But I tear everything apart

Don't have what I want

Don't want what I got

Never wanted much

Never had a lot

And I pray for the day

When I can be content in my own skin

No chances taken

No chances given

Help me to understand

Just why I am the way I am

I live in fear

Afraid to fail

Locked up inside my own jail

I built these walls, I'm trapped inside

How much longer can I hide?

Help me to make it right

Can't live in fear my whole life