Just Fine

Everything is going fine

Going off without a hitch

But soon enough you'll find

That life's a fucking bitch

Because the facts are cold and hard

The needle point is sharp

A picture is worth a thousand words

And a pretty face is worth a thousand broken hearts

How much further can shit go south

Before I want to put a gun in my mouth?

Before I take these thoughts and I act them out

and put it all to an end?

Can I leave that blood on the hands of my friends?

Can I leave that scar on the name of my kin?

Where? How? And when?

Everything to lose

And nothing all the same

Do I leave a legacy?

Or do they forget my name?

Way too much to chew

For what is now just a thought

Hold tight and brace myself for the day that it is not

So when I leave this earth

Try not to be too hurt