Erotopathic

Feeling ugly and getting scared

And it’s all so empty when no one’s there

I feel the pounding, pounding, pounding fist

Inside my head explode

As memories of my disease

Rip through my mind and rape my soul

I need you…I need you…I need you

To make me feel pretty

You make me feel so pretty

My angels hold me,

They gently wrap me in their wings

And I feel safe here – safe from everything

I feel the pounding,

Pounding crucifix

Inside my head explode

And even eve in eden

Couldn’t hide that smile

When the truth was told

I need you…I need you…I need you

To make me feel holy

Holy mary, mother of god, pray for us sinners

I want to be your everything

I want to be your Christ

Oh honey let me, let me be your savior

Let me, let me be your life

And I would love to have you love me

It’s just that you could never trust me

I need you, I need you, I need you

To make me feel pretty

I need you, I need you, I need you

To make me feel holy

I need you, I need you, I need you

To make me feel dirty

I need you, I need you,

I need you, I need you.