Of a Martyr

WHEN THINGS DON'T RECIPROCATE

DON'T TRY SO HARD.

I USED TO THINK I WASN'T GRATEFUL

ACCUSED OF TAKING ALL FOR GRANTED

BUT THEN YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE

STABBED MY BACK AND TURNED MY GUTS INSIDE OUT

IT'S NO LIFE

I GOT WITHIN MY HANDS

(KNOWING THAT YOU'LL GO)

AND LEAVE ME HERE ALL RESTLESS IN THE END.

(YOU'LL NEVER COME BACK)

STILL BREATHING

STILL ALIVE

SURVIVING

WITH GUTS INSIDE OUT.

BREATHING

BARELY ALIVE

WITH NO GUTS.

YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE THE SECOND BEST

THINKING I MIGHT BE CRAWLING BACK TO YOU.

ONE DAY.

I'M FREE. NOT YOURS.

SHOULD I REGRET...?

YOU'LL NEVER COME BACK

NEVER COME BACK

NEVER COME BACK

ALL MY LIFE I'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR SOMETHING THAT COULD LAST

MEET YOU THERE

ON THE OTHER SIDE

WHERE THERE WILL BE LIGHT

I STILL WANT YOU BACK

I STILL WANT YOU BACK