Phenomenon Causing Suicide

I would like to start where I have already ended

Right there where I have failed

To carry my life's burden and pleasure

Right there where I gave myself

Absolution thinking about the future

And trying to talk myself into the last move

You could be the defender of my fallen faith

Thinking that I'd do something

To change my circumstances.

Such an awful waste, such an awful waste

And you never get back wasted time

Wasted time the only time I used to live in

Now the fate reveals it's secret rooms

I will never start where I've allready ended

When I'm down on the ground

I watch the sky with eyes open wide

If you go looking for answers,

You just might find them

That's what I'm counting on

I'll whisper it to you

So come closer

It's the notion that nature abhors

A vacuum, even a spiritual one.

People who've lost their beliefs

They're like empty vessels,

Do not dwell in the past