Fading Memories

Cook it up just to numb the pain

Pull the belt in a search to find my last vein

Like a felon in for life I’m wasting away

It’s the only thing in life that keeps my mind sane

But was it worth the consequences?

It numbs the hurt, it numbs the pain

Cause in the end I lost a friend who died in vain

I could never get enough to heal the pain

It all went wrong, he was left defenseless

He should not have died, it should be me

But now I see that if I believed in something

We’d be alive, but now we’re nothing

But it made me feel

It set me free

It cloaked the pain that tortured me

It made me blind I couldn’t see

The only one to blame was me

It was my selfish lies that caused the end of his life

And now he’s gone and so are we

We’re all just fading memories

Destined to fail

Sink back as the drugs take way

Through my veins I feel my life begin to fade

What’s done is done and it ain’t ever gonna change

It’s the only thing in life that keeps me sane

My skin turns pale as the drugs destroy my soul within

It’s poison, complete, bittersweet, defeat I’ll never win

I’ll give in. let go of the life I wish I never began

This man is sick so I ask myself, well what if I believed in something

We’d be alive, but now we’re nothing

Destined to fail

I’m falling faster Gaining speed to a fate I can’t believe

I’m a disaster A one-way ticket to hell made just for me

I’m sorry mother I’m not the man that you thought that I would be

Now it’s all over Hell’s awaiting me