Lost In Black

So here I stand now judging the life I lived so far

All actions and my decisions

What was and what has been

Way too many signs pointed to various directions

No matter which way I choose

Regrets did follow me

Forgive, forget - To count my mistakes

Life, love regret - Is all that it takes

So many ways to go on and so little I can see

The darkness seems impermeable, no light to lead me on

Too many signs taking the sun, directions lost in black

No matter which way I choose

Regrets did follow me

I am lost in black

Please don't count my faults

I know I made quite a few