I Don't Know Which Way to Turn

I don't know which way to turn

all the lessons I have learned are

meaningless because I'm free to

deceive all who believed I deliver

best when I'm deprived of all the

things I need that's just me can't

you see that I despis integrity

and if it hurts to be so sure and

if you're not as sure then surely

you should change your point of view

and if I was to say let's change then

we would change today because change

is just a phase we all go through

when I'm up there on the stage I just hide my eyes and

pray that

soon enough the show will end

why do I go through this hell

each time I question myself but

next night I'm up there again

its the same as real life I want to

end that as well and if it's wrong

then it's right to me because I can see

the goodness in the things you're

going to do it's not a case of what is

right or wrong it's just as long as

you can see what we were having to do