So Help Me God

You sit beside me

And I love you

But I hate you

I don't want to feel this way

But I can't stop

You reach for my hand

But I move it

Before you can

I won't let you have the

Power once again

So help me, God

To let this go

To let this go

So help me, God

(Become what I believe)

To break this hold

(I'm afraid to leave)

To find myself

(I just need to breathe)

You think you know me

But you changed me

Into somebody

That I don't ever want to be again

I'm letting go now

Of this burden

I've been holding

I've been hurting myself now for way too long

It's not too late

It's not too late

To leave it all behind

It's not too late

It's not too late