Smokerboy

Situation died, hopelessness arrived

Was it just a game you played,

to see if you could manage

Pushed me into something,

that I could not reach you

And I'm too scared to try

If only you could tell me,

that you couldn't stand me

Then I would keep to my part of the world

But memories won't leave me and I really think you care

Picked up the phone and tried to

hear you through the open line

But I forgot your number and

you never knew mine

Looking for something to believe in,

but nothing really matter anymore but love

A distant happiness all gone in helplessness

Have I lived it all

Is there something more