Life Is Killing Me

My heart feels young

My body feels old

My mind just feels like it's trying to please them both

Left my back on the kitchen floor where we laid

And my feet have been rotting from

The places I have bathed

Pessimism, you're on my side my old friend

You make the bad come as a no shock

Once again

Sometimes "why?" is a question

That I wish I never even learned

They say to go with my gut

But there's a hole that I can't keep shut

I try, try

Can't keep shut

I wear fucked on my sleeve

I hate what I can't change

There's a difference between running from something

And searching for anything

Pessimism, you're on my side, my old friend

You make the bad come as a no shock once again

And the good as holy as a downpour

After all the rain dances left us

Begging the gods for more

Sometimes "why?" is a question

That I wish I never even learned

They say to go with my gut

But there's a hole that I can't keep shut

I try, try

Can't keep shut

It would kill me to tell you

That this country got the best of my morals

It would kill me to tell you

Out of fifty states

I only feel right in one

Sometimes "why?" is a question

That I wish I never even learned

They say to go with my gut

But there's a hole that I can't keep shut

I try, try

Can't keep shut