Up To Me

You wanna feel loose

You wanna see how I'm abused, I see

You wanna get faded

You never wanna concentrate on me

I'm too much of an angel

I'm too much of a saint though I can't be

I'm too much of a reject you don't expect much from

I wanna feel safe

I wanna feel like I'm not hated too

I wanna get closer I wanna feel the most I get from you

I'm too much of a rebound

I'm too much on the ground though you can't be

Your always getting higher

You don't desire me

So what have I got to prove

And what have I got to lose

When your not worth fighting for

And why am I feeling down

While your out messing around and you're

Not worth begging for

Just wanted to stop by

Just wanted to see you

One last time

Just wanted to say bye

Just wanted to get you off my mind

Just wanted to fit in

But then I saw you with him

So what have I got to prove

And what have I got to lose

When your not worth fighting for

And why am I feeling down

While your out messing around and you're

Not worth begging for

It's up to me, it's up to me

And I'm still falling

It's up to me, it's up to me

And I'm still calling

It's up to me

It's up to me

It's up to me and I'm still hoping

It's up to me for you to hold me

It's up to me to let you go

It's up to me

But for all you know

I'm already gone

So what have I got to prove

And what have I got to lose

When your not worth fighting for

And why am I feeling down

While your out messing around and you're

Not worth begging for

It's up to me

It's up to me

And I'm still falling

It's up to me

It's up to me

And I'm still calling