War Of The Minds

Sometimes I feel like Moses man I just want to run to Midian

just to change my state but not the state where my city's in

but my state of mind

look for a sign like Gideon

cause my faith is wavering I'm forsaking dependence again

you took me from Egypt just to make me a leader

but like Moses I'm not an eloquent speaker

I'm not eloquent either

not before nor after you've spoken

me in ministry you've gotta be jokin'

I feel like Jeremiah

here are my bones Lord and here is my fire

I'm inadequate to represent the messiah

call me the weepin' rapper

I read a chapter then I'm heapin' up laughter

because I'm weak and I can see the disaster of me in ministry

I feel Job I curse the day of my birth

since I was born its only payin' me hurt

my insecurities worse

sometimes I wish that that night was barren

either that or Lord send me an Aaron

This song is for you my sisters and brothers who strugglin' with depression

not just the blues but a struggle with depression

maybe it's clinical and got you taking medicine

or maybe not but you taking counseling session and

that's excellent

take your medicine

if you need it cause this is pleasin' to Jesus

I write this song for the schizophrenic

who only gets left alone and throne in a hospital only to panic

and whose family doesn't understand

so they treat you like an animal but never would the Son of Man

for those who ask what's going inside of me

who feels bound by fear bound by anxiety

I write to you because I know the

very God who's in control of bipolar

I write to those who wrestle with thoughts of suicide

don't do it cause Jesus loves you for you He died

For every tear that you cry for all of the wars in your mind and the fears that you hide know that He's there know that He's walking with you I know that it's hard to press on when the nights seem so long remember His word is your hope so know that He cares know that He's walking with you

The core problem is that Adam sinned

and since then to now its 8 out of 10

women and men and children who struggle with depression

especially house wives and preachers they're people who struggle with depression

I write this song for that introverted

insecure person that's training his thoughts into thinking he's worthless

God made you

God can save you

in everything you can give Him worship

you're not worthless

Lord I pray for the mentally ill

that in your ministry you mentally heal

those who suffer with it

if not now then you eventually will heal your children that are mentally ill

for now they suffer with it

give us the strength just deal with your will

because we sinners and we wrestle with it

just like Job did it

I write this song for those who were sexually abused

lookin' for weaponry to use seek Jesus

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