Amoeba

I destroyed you to protect you

From all the things I never want to be.

I ruined you so I could ruin me.

No guilt, no sympathy for me.

Self destruction never seemed so beautiful.

Anesthesia only hides what won't die.

I've never climbed so high.

But I only have further to fall.

I never asked myself why.

I never gave it any thought at all.

I need to separate, to divide,

Before I take you down with me.

Perhaps I'm too sick to pray,

Or not sick enough to.

It's too late for me.

There's nothing I can do to save you from me.

Forget everything you are and forgive me.