Ever

Ever live a life that's real

Full of zest, but no appeal

Ever want to cry so much

You want to die

Ever feel that you've been had

Had so much that you turn mad

Ever been depressed that

(to) those you turn to, you bring distress

Ever sit in tormenting silence

That turns so loud, you start to scream

Ever take control of a dream

And play all the parts and set all the scenes

Ever do nothing and gain nothing from it

Ever feel stupid and then know that you really are

Ever think you're smart and then find out you aren't

Ever play the fool and then find out that you're worse

Ever look at a flower and hate it

Ever see a couple kissing and get sickened by it

Ever wish the human race didn't exist

And then realize you're one too

Well, have you ... ever .. I have

So what