I'll Die

We are who we choose to be.

I’m responsible for me.

If I stay right here,

I’ll die inside.

Ran out of tears,

I can barely get by.

It’s fair to say,

That we tried.

You know I wanna stay,

If I do, I’ll die.

Coulda been another one of those,

Coulda made it,

Shoulda made it,

Woulda made it,

Had I gave it,

Just a little bit more of my time.

Just a little focus,

Coulda broke this,

Woulda woke this,

Shoulda choked this,

Had I chose bliss I’dve left this infatuation,

Far behind,

I’ll exchange my mind,

No more wasting time,

This process is mine,

In Your eyes,

My reflection is blind,

In your arms I decide,

This is our last night,

Goodbye.

(Goodbye)

I have to leave you.

(Goodbye)

I have to be true.

(So long for you and I.)

Been a addicted,

To the burden of the gifted,

To the sermon of the shifted,

Always praying to be lifted.

Always settling,

Never bettering.

How’m I gonna win,

If I’m not listening.

Always asking for

Never noticing,

Every move I make,

This game’s reacting in,

Perfect symmetry,

I’m my destiny,

Must invest in me,

Or I’m just gonna be,

Victim of circumstance,

All is left to chance,

How can I enhance?

I’m afraid to dance.

I must break this trance,

‘Cause it’s deafening,

So I’m breathing in.

I’m breathing in.

Breath to get control of me.

I have to breath.

I have to be.

What’s the use of living here,

If I don’t feel alive?

Denied mistakes,

So much I’ve done.

So much to cry.

I cry.