October Thorns

What was it, something that I realized

A need inside me took me by surprise

I see two sides now, I just don't know

Subjected now an addict of control

Mirror yourself if you can even try

Gaze deep into God's sleepy eye

Arabesques in my cold burn freeze

Deliverance upon my dirty knees

Dominator life's blood, my need

The balance in my hands, the life blood seed

Underneath a hood of stars, I realized just who you are

Ooh, my October thorns in my side

It makes me wonder will the need subside

You miscalculated the algebra of need

I died for you, now why shouldn't you return the favor

You've come to learn junkie of control

The more you push the stuff, the more it flows

Twist the plot of demand supply

A grim reflection of both you and I

Now I know just who you really are

I realized just who I really am

Now I now just who I really am