Adrift

Waging the war of nerves again

The silence of the ones who failed

I’m craving for isolation

A way to stop the screams in my head

My reflection shows me

A man battered by this life of neglect

I don’t feel like rising up again

Standing frozen, idle in my longing for the end

Pills to ignore the pain

Booze to numb the senses

Smoke to fall asleep

I don’t f**king care about your help

Pills to ignore the pain

Booze to numb the senses

Smoke to fall asleep

I don’t f**king care, I feel adrift

Deprive me of all self-esteem

I’m guilty of inducing my demise

My health has went to pieces

My joy rots somewhere deep inside

Your judgement won’t affect me

I already sentenced myself to death

Too f**ked up to care about life

Don’t call me self-pity sick

‘Cause the only truth is that I really don’t give a

shit

Pills to ignore the pain

Booze to numb the senses

Smoke to fall asleep

I don’t f**king care about your help

Pills to ignore the pain

Booze to numb the senses

Smoke to fall asleep

I don’t f**king care, I feel adrift

Another city, another faceless crowd

Feeling more alone than ever

My smile is so fake that it disgusts me

I wish next motel room will be my tomb

Trust me when I tell you

Today I just don’t care if I live or die

I hate you all for giving me the illusion

that someone cares

We’re born alone, we die alone

Pills to ignore the pain

Booze to numb the senses

Smoke to fall asleep

I don’t f**king care about your help

Pills to ignore the pain

Booze to numb the senses

Smoke to fall asleep

I don’t f**king care, I feel adrift