Nullifying Tomorrow

In the night hour I wander through the streetlights

This dead city is as bleak as my existence

My senses are numb, tranquilized by my self-abuse

Wishing for each of you to stop breathing

In the coldness of this tortured life

I see more darkness coming

I’m fully aware you think I’m a sick junk

I chose to dismiss my salvation

Nullifying tomorrow, erasing our will to be

Counting down the days, expecting the one when we won’t awake

Putting compassion to sleep, heading for a killing spree

A selfish final exit, the only way to set ourselves free

In the coldness of this tortured life

I see more darkness coming

I’m fully aware you think I’m a sick junk

I chose to dismiss my salvation

It’s so hard for you to accept

What I say is what I believe in

There’s a difference between you and me

You just pretend, I fucking mean it

Let’s nullify ourselves

Let’s nullify our place in this life