When I Look Into My Eyes

[Torture II - Being Tortured]

It's just you and me

And a single light to expose my fear

You're holding something in your hand

And I admit I am scared

Your face shows you're enjoying this

I swear I told you everything

It seems as if no matter what I say

You're gonna do it anyway

I can feel you - I can feel me

Now I want it back the way it used to be

When I look into my eyes

I can feel me touching, hurting

And I know the kind of pain

I'll go through

'Cause I've been you

My body feels like you're playing a wrong chord

Like you hit a note out of key

Every part of me is wailing

In perfect harmony

There's a pounding running through my marrow

There's a beat I cannot shake

It's like an anthem to the sick and sorrowed

Your smile's a witness to your hate

I can hear you

I can hear me

Singing screaming melodies

When I look into my eyes

I see you touching, I see you hurting

And I feel the pain inside

I'm not through cause I am you

How could I be the man behind those eyes

And if I am I'm gonna lose my life

But when I do I guess we both will die

I want you to stop, stop all of this

You wrote a score that doesn't fit

I can hear you, I can hear me

Singing screaming imperfect melodies

In the silence I can hear a sound

It makes my heart skip a frame

It's your laughter from another room

I guess I'm not the only one