Home from War

Here I stand like a soldier home from war

With nothing to do but remember the shutter of bombs

I'm sure it never quite goes away

It never quite goes away, oh

Here I sit like a beginner beginning again

And all those fuck-ups counted for nothing 'cause nothing makes sense

And I am never quite fully awake

And never completely asleep, yeah

I'm walking around like a soldier who's home from war

Lost in the foreign landscape I used to know

Will I ever feel like I belong?

Will I ever feel like I belong anywhere?

Well, here I lie like a lover who isn't in love

Who stares at the cracks in the ceiling six feet above

And who knows just how it feels to buckle beneath the weight

And there's only so much you can take

There's only so much you can take

I might never be normal again

I might never be normal again

Never be normal again

Oh, never be normal again

But who cares?

I ask, who cares?

Oh, who cares?

And now I'm standing disheveled at your door

Covered in dust and dirt but full of hope

We might never be normal again

Might never be normal again, but who cares?

I ask, who cares?