Tragician

(I spend most of my days and most of my nights chasing tomorrow)

I hate the things I do

And all the shit I put you through

It's tragic, I'm static

I am the world's worst,

I am my own worst enemy,

And I hate me

Most days I can't believe I'm still here

Most days I'm surprised

You want a new life

I wanna do what's right by you

But I can't seem to get my shit together,

Not ever, no matter how hard I try,

I never seem to get it right

I'm sick of having you depend on me

Cause I'll let you down like I always do

I am the world's worst,

I am my own worst

It's crazy you stuck with me

Most days I can't believe you're still here

Most days I heard you cry

You want a new lie

I wanna do what's right by you

But I can't seem to get my shit together,

Not ever, no matter how hard I try,

I never seem to get it right

And through all the times we've had

I never saw what you saw in me

Through all the times we've tried,

I could never be what you needed of me

But I wish I were

You want a new line

I wanna do what's right by you

But I can't seem to get my shit together,

Not ever, no matter how hard I try,

I never seem to get it right

I still remember [x3] how I made you feel,

I still remember [x3] how I made you feel,

Once upon a time